The third 10 days of change for the rest of your life. 8

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1. #1 Ray
   on Mar 11th, 2009 at 7:29 am

   Good morning my darling Cameron.I have hugged trees today and chanted mantras with the birds singing in the trees.As I was chanting the birds came closer and closer and continously sang along with me.I was standing on a hill amidst frost and trees.This is indeed a beautiful feeling.It gives me the feel of a fairytale.
   Today’s practice of watching how much we talk is a fantastic practice.Thank you.It is a difficult practice.Perhaps it gets easier when one practices it regularly.It is also an art of mastering it because afterall we live in the world and are part of daily life which means talking is necessary but then it is about the art and quality of talking perhaps as you mention here.So bringing oneself in harmony with nature is the cure.This will heal me of everything.Most of all it will make me feel loved.Communication is vital to me and we communicate with everything constantly.The difference is in the way we communicate.Silently or aloud expressing our thoughts.

   ” Talking is not just physical but very mental as most people chat to them self continuously, except they may call it thinking. ” : Yogi Cameron

   This is mental chatter!Mental chatter is toxic and needs to be controlled.I have a big issue with this and I already am practising since some years to controll this mental chatter.I have noticed that when my activities are matched up to my source of creation - so my inner can be in balance with my outer - then I feel happy and my mind is quiet.Every individual has to find their own way to their body and mind.We get the common tools but each person has their own key to themself.
   I feel I have chirped and sung like the birds this morning.I’m sure they empowered me.And the trees I hugged empowered me too.And the snow and frost empowered me too.Cameron I pressed my head and each ear in turn on the tree trunks and then I kissed the trees I hugged and thanked them.I think that today they have conveyed their message and imparted me their lesson to practice through you right now - through today’s practice.I just wrote previously that I feel your loving embrace - that is the trees lovingly embracing me and healing me and imparting me with precious knowledge through you right now.Thank you Cameron my darling for your warm and adoring embrace.Magical kisses and have a good day.iloveyoucameron

2. #2 Ray
   on Mar 11th, 2009 at 11:58 am

   Darling Cameron you have given certain practices here to quiet the mind.I have been doing these practices months before I got to know you.The difference was that I did not know that I was doing the right things.And I agree my ways of doing it weren’t as sophisticated and polished as your instructions on doing the practices.But I always saw myself sophisticated and polished in mind and body in my practices.My concern now and since a long time is how to stop the ill thoughts that come to the mind.These ill thoughts which create ill feelings in me come to me like a surge of attacks and they strangle me with ill feelings which I then start battling.And these thoughts come because I have not dealt with all the hurt and pain I have gone through.Everything reminds me of hurt and pain and being associated with those who have inflicted it upon me.I know I always talk about creating and attracting.That is true.But that the bad,ill,aggressiveness,rudeness is still around and attacks me every now and then is also yet prevailent.I just know that even though it still is visibly there in my physical world I have to transmute those energies and create the world and energies I want.You are my knowledge of how to go about it - the practical and down to earth way.I wonder how to stop the thoughts from coming to my mind and attacking me.I want to stop such negative thoughts alltogether.I think that as long as my environment does not change and my life does not change totally these thoughts will keep attacking me because more than thoughts they are situations in my physical world which threaten me because of all the violence.So with all that darkness and hatred it is difficult for me to stop thoughts from attacking me.So my mental chatter is mostly thoughts threatening me.I know that I have to keep doing the practices you have given here and I am constantly changing my life with it.A big change,or a dramatic change happens when the time is right for it to happen perhaps.Cameron I know that writing to you here about it helps me.I adore you my sweet,sweet love Cameron.Hugs & kisses

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